Summertime8

"Oh hell no." She quickly shot his fear down.

"I want some alone time for us. Can we ship the kids to I don't care where for just 2 weeks and escape, just you and I and get to know each other again without anything getting in the way. I'll even arrange if you can possible tear yourself away from everything thats more important." That last sentence came out laced with sarcasm.

"Anything for you baby. And don't you worry about arranging anything, I'll do it"

"No you'll have someone do it. I don't think you'd know how to do that all by yourself."

"Believe it or not I do know how to call and make reservations." he joked

"And arrange for the kids to have places to stay that they will gladly do?"

"Yeah, mom and dad have been wanting them to come over for a while anyway. Perfect opportunity if you ask me." he smiled then kissed her softly on the cheek.

"OK" Dot said rather defeated and just rested her head on Jon's shoulder.

"Are you still mad at me?"

"Yes but I've resigned that you don't care about it so I'm just going to push it aside." Dot answered.

Jon sighed "I didn't say I didn't care about it Dot. Maybe I was a little hard on Heather but she really hurt Richie."

"Don't you think I know that. I was there too Jon. But you're hurting Richie by making it any more impossible for him to see Ava." She wanted to strangle her husband.

"I know...." a sudden smile came across his face as he wrapped his arm around her shoulder. "I think you should give me a spanking for doing that." he joked.

"Why would I give you something you love for being bad?" She asked.

"It was worth a shot!"

"For that exact reason because I've been bad."

"Why don't you try being the man I married and then you'll get spankings without even asking for them." She challenged.

"What do you mean the same man? I haven't changed..."

"Yes you have. You used to be driven by only 1 thing and now its 3 which leaves even less time for you to be mine." Softly she explained hoping he got it but doubted he would.

He looked at her with a confused expression "I don't get it."

"When I married you - you were JBJ Rock star! Now you're the rock star, the philanthropist and the CEO of a football team Jon. When I married the rock star I only had to compete with that, now its the 3 things plus our 4 kids. I'm not feeling like there's much time left for me in your life and honestly I feel rotten for being whiny about it, cos I know you're time is so scheduled but damnit I miss it Jon." There, she got it out and hopefully now something will change. Even if only for a week, she really does love him and needed him to love her back.

Jon shook his head. "Dot why didn't you tell me this before? I mean I do have alot of things going on but I want you to know that I'm yours anytime you need me. If you were to call me while I was out on the road or on a business trip in Philly I would be on the next flight back."

She could feel the heavy thud of her heart. Her hooded eyes lifted to his. "Really?"

"Absolutely baby." he smiled as he leaned over to kiss her. "I don't ever want you to think that I'm to busy for you......or our kids."

"I knew the kids had priority." She said softly still not ready to believe he'd give up anything for her.

"And you are their mother....my best friend....lover...and wife. If you want me to be honest with you, I wouldn't even be here without you."

"Sure you would Jon you're a success from the word go." She says. Man why am I so emotional.

"No....I mean I wouldn't be here...." he said softly as he looked into her eyes.

"I don't get it."

"What's not to get Dot?"

"How can you say you wouldn't have succeeded without me, I didn't help you sing Jon."

"Damn it Dot....I mean I wouldn't be alive...."

"How do you think that?"

"You are the reason I wake up in the morning baby. I know you don't know this but when I'm out on tour and I have to go to a cold bed, I put your picture on the pillow so you are the first thing I see in the morning.

More at ease she kissed him and leaned into his chest resting comfortably. "Tell me more Jon. Tell me I matter."

He chuckled "Where would you like me to start?"

"Jon just please tell me, I need it." She admitted without really saying anything.

"Babe you are the most incredible, not to mention most confident woman that I know. You know want you want out of life...." he paused as he laced his fingers around hers and toyed with her wedding band.
"Can I ask you a question?"

"Sure" She answered still leaning back against him.

"Ever since I came home you've been pleasing me in every way possible. Were you getting tired of making love to me the way we had been? Is there anything you need that I'm not giving you?" he asked with concern.

"Um.." She bit her bottom lip with worry, how in the hell do you tell your husband you think you might cheat on him if he doesn't get his ass home more often.

"What is it?" he asked while moving his fingertips along her shoulder.

"I've really missed you." Again fear won out.

"I've missed you to..." he had known her for so long and could tell she was holding back something. "Talk to me..."

She had to. She got mad at him for not saying things, this wasn't fair to either of them. To her for these unknown feelings surfacing and to him for having to hear this but, "Jon I'm scared that if you don't get home more often and tell me and show me how much you love me I'm gonna cheat on you."

Jon sat there stunned as the words burned into his head. "Cheat on me?"
His eyes were getting glassy as he looked at her. "Are you trying to tell me that you are seeing someone?"

She knew it was only fair to look him in the eye when she said this, she turned and faced him, holding his hand. "I'm sorry, so sorry Jon. I haven't done anything but that's why I'm willing to do anything you want, I'm so lonely Jon. I don't know why, I don't know why our 5 min talks at night aren't curing that ache. Something inside me is changing. I'm so sorry. I love you Jon I'm just so lonely. I hate being clingy, I know you hate that I need you, I'm so sorry." By this time there was no stopping the tears that raced down her cheeks.

Unsure of what to do he just pulled her head onto his chest and caressed her back. "Baby it's okay....and I don't hate that you need me. Hell I would be worried if you didn't."

"I've fucked it all up. I'm so sorry Jon I'm not what you want, I've changed the rules on you its not fair to you and I'm sorry." She continued to cry against his chest.

"Changed the rules?"

"You married a strong, confident, independent woman. Not some half wit, insignificant, needy, clingy wus." She hated that she needed him so.

"I will not allow you to talk about my wife that way. She is still that strong and confident woman, just because she admitted to being lonely that doesn't mean she is insignificant or clingy. It means she is a human being with feelings." he brushed the hair away from her face and the tears from her eyes. "Why don't we go on over to the bed and I'll give you one of my massages."
"How many spankings do I have to give you in order to get one?"

He smiled "This one's on the house."

"I could so use your hands on me." She said as she stood up.

"And I can't wait to please you." he took her hand into his and led her over to the bed. "I mean please you with the massage."

"Sure you do." She turned in his arms. "Is it ok with you if I need a lot more sex now?"

Jon's brow arched as he bit on his bottom lip. "Do you really need the answer to that?" he laughed.

"yes I do." She looked at him. "I need your reassurance Jon."

"Dorothea....anytime and any place you want me I'll be there." he smiled as she laid down on the bed on her stomach. He moved over to were she was at an and straddled her legs while leaning down to her ear. "I love being inside of you baby." he whispered as he sat back up and raised her shirt were his hands started roaming her back.

Her whole body covered in goosebumps at the sultriness of his voice. "Tell me more." She almost begged. "Talk dirty to me Jon."

Jon smiled seeing his wife so relaxed and couldn't remember the last time they talked dirty since their younger days, and most of that was phone sex. His hands made their way up to the center of her back when he felt the snap of her bra. "Well this has to go." he said softly as he unhooked it then placed a small kiss on her back.

"Yeah. Feel free to make me as naked as you feel."

Jon had her sit up for a moment so that he could remove her shirt. "God you are so beautiful Dorothea." he told her as he slipped the bra straps of her shoulders making it fall to the bed. Feeling the stirring in his shorts he had her lie back down on her stomach. He straddled her once again purposely rubbing his hardened cock against her inner thigh while he worked on her shoulders. "I can't wait to feel your breasts on my chest." he said hungrily as his chest hair grazed over her back.

"Is that what you want Jon? I can make that and so much more happen for you." She softly teased loving that he's giving her what she needs today.

"It's not about what I want baby.....tonight is all about you. What do you want?" he asked softly as he hands were moving up her sides.

"I want my massage." She said with a giggle knowing Jon had a problem with touching her while she's disrobed. His hands never stayed where they were supposed to.

Jon bit her shoulder slightly then kissed her. "Is that all you want?"

"Well for now. What else did you have in mind sexy?"

Damn this woman was going to be the death of him yet. Jon had her lie down on her back giving him access to her breasts. "I have a few things on my mind." he smiled as his hands caressed her side and his lips were being torture on her breasts.

"Like what? Jon those lips aren't giving me a massage." She called him out - she had to smile despite herself for that one.

He sat up giving her a boyish grin. "You are going to make me work for this aren't you?"

"Oh yes I am." She smirks.

He just shook his head and laughed. "How is this?" his hands worked their way up her feet up to her inner thighs and he made sure his hands slipped inside her shorts were he massaged the upper part of her thighs.

"You're a tease Jonny." Dot smiled with a satisfied grin.

"I try..." he smiled as he began to place small kisses on her stomach while still moving his hand around the upper part of her legs.

"you know that my shorts are a little tight with your hands in them?" She laughed.

"Really?" he questioned with a smile as he sat up on his knees and reached for her button. "I think I may have to fix that."

"Please do." She smiled letting him unbutton and unzip her jeans shorts.
As he pulled them down he saw the black lacey thong she wore. Dot grinned again, tasting victory. She knew that shocked Jon as she was not a thong woman, she wore bikini's and he has learned to deal with it.

"Well aren't we just full of surprises...." he smiled as he licked his lips seeing his wife lying there topless and wearing the thong.

"you like?"

"Very much so!" he smiled again knowing that she was really doing everything he had ever wanted.

"Can I ask you something?"

"Anything..."

"Why do you like lingerie so much? You've bought me thousands of pieces of it."

"Well it does look better on you than it would me." he joked.

"Baby you look sexier than anything in jeans baby. But seriously what's the turn on."

"So you think I look sexy in jeans huh?" he asked trying to ignore her question.

"Yes I do and you know my favorite look on you I've told you before. And stop avoiding my question."

"What question?" he smiled as lay on the bed beside her and began kissing her neck while slight moving his fingers on her stomach.

"Why do you like lingerie so much?"

"I guess I just think that a beautiful woman should wear sexy clothing around the bedroom. Plus I enjoy taking it off of you."

"Baby you like it if I wore it to sit on the couch with you."
His eyes widened "Your damn right I would!"

"Seriously would you like that?" She asked reaching up and running her hand through his hair bringing his head down gently for a kiss.

He nodded yes as he kissed her back, just barely touching his lips to hers.
"Good to know." She smiled again. "Now can I get the rest of my massage."

"Where would you like me to start?"

"OH anywhere." She smiled.

Jon knew exactly where to start. His hand move down her stomach until he reached the band of her thong. "Is this the massage you wanted?" he whispered seductively as his index finger began to massage the most sensitive part of her body.'

"OH hell" she moaned and pulled him down again for another kiss. This time the kiss is far from innocent.

Between his wife lying there almost naked and the kiss she had just given him, Jon could feel himself getting hard. "How bad do you want me?" he asked almost breathlessly as he removed her thong and tossed it on the floor.

"Completely." She moaned opening her legs a bit and kissing him again before moving to nibble on his neck. She loved how sensitive his neck is.

"Tell me what you need Dorothea." he almost moaned as he felt the softness of her lips on his nec.

"I need you Jon. I need you inside me and I need to feel like I belong to you, I'm the only woman for you. I'm the only woman in your life."
After hearing the desire in his wifes voice, he took off his shorts and lay beside her. They were both completely naked and Jon admired his wifes body by caressing ever inch of her with the tips of his fingers.
"You still like sex with me Jon?" She asked softly.

"Of course I do." his gorgeous blue eyes met her dark brown lustful eyes.
"What makes you think I don't?"

"Just don't want you to get bored with me. I'm getting older now I can't look as good as those 20yr olds that try to jump you every night."

"Bored with you?" he laughed. "Wonder woman and thongs all in one week.....something tells me I will stay very satisfied. And as far as you getting older." he paused trying to think of what to say since she had been insecure lately. "You are as beautiful as the first day I met you.." he smiled then kissed her on the tip of the nose. "Maybe even more beautiful."

"Jon seriously?" She couldn't believe him. She'd had 4 kids, her breasts weren't perky anymore, her hips were wider.

"What? I'm being serious Dot. Now I feel sorry for you because of me."

"OH please, you've gotten better, cut that hair and everything." She smiled and moved up and kissed his neck again letting his tongue run over it softly.

He ran his hand through his hair then laughed. "Have you not seen this receding hairline? Not to mention what's going on back here." he pointed back to the small spot on his head.

Dot ignored that comment and nibbled and sucked on the left side of his neck, about an inch below his ear as she ran her hands on his back.
"Dot.." he moaned as he tilted his head back.

She nibbled even a little harder. She loved his body so much, she loved the reactions she could cause in him.

He didn't know what had gotten into his wife but she was sure as hell pleasing him every way imaginable. "Baby I love the way you do that."

"Make love to me." She mumbled as she moved her lips down his neck and nibbled again.

"What about your massage?" he teased playfully.

"I'll pass, come here you." She pulled him down more on top of her. She then moved down and started sucking on his collarbone.

"Jesus Dot, you know what that does to me"

"Yep. I know." She grinned and did it again.
Jon managed to escape her just long enough so that he could sit up with his back against the headboard. "I wanna watch you."

"What?"

"I think this is the one position we've never done." he blushed slightly as he bit on his bottom lip. "Just come here baby." he motioned for her to straddle him.

Dot trusted him with everything, so she crawled up his body and straddled his hips, quickly moving to kiss his neck again so she doesn't have to meet his eyes, even though he said he still found her attractive she had her doubts.

"Look at me Dot." he told her softly.

She looked up slowly. "Yeah Jon."

He placed his hands on her hips without every losing eye contact with her. "I wanna see your face when we become one." he whispered as he brushed the piece of hair from her face.

She found that to be so attractive. She watched Jon as their bodies became one. Feeling him move inside her and stretch her to accommodate his size. "Damn Jon."

"I want you to fulfill your needs baby." he moaned as he reached his stopping point. "I want you to be happy."

"You make me very happy Jon." Dot moaned and squeezed her muscles around him.

Jon automatically grabbed her hips when he felt her tighten. "Your killing me honey." he smiled as he began to move her hips slightly.

"OH you love it tight inside." She smiled and moved up and down on his so nice and slow.

"Ohhh...you have no idea." he closed his eyes briefly as he felt the warmth of her moving down his cock.

"Hey I wanna see those eyes mister." She smiled as she started to get her confidence back. The tilt of his head told her what she needed. Jon is deeply relaxed, he was also completely hard and the muscles in his neck were clearly visible. Dot knew Jon wanted to be no where else right now.

He opened his eyes back along with a huge smile. "I can't wait to watch you cum." he told her as he kissed the swell of her breasts and ran his hands over her back and down to her sides.

"Soon Jon." She moved her body faster on his.

"Baby...let me know...I wanna cum with you."

Dot's hands end up on his shoulders, her breathing increases and she moved faster and faster on him, damn he felt so good inside her. "Jon you're so damn good."

"I'm not doing anything baby....this is all you." he nibbled on her earlobe.
"You make me hard."

"Jon." She moaned. Feeling him inside her in this angle is making her body tingle, her legs burn and her spine blaze with sensation.
They had made love a thousand times before but for some reason Jon was feeling more with her this time. He enjoyed watching as she increased her speed over him. "Damn...you are so good tonight baby."

"Jon I'm close." She moaned as again her body engulfed his and her muscles squeezed his cock.

Jon couldn't fight the urge any longer. Along with moving her hips he began moving his uncontrollably. "Dot....I'm right there with you."

"OH God yes - Jon, OH JON!" She moaned as her body started to peak.
Jon's eyes remained focused on hers as they were both on the brink of an orgasm. "Dot...baby...oh god. Just release for me baby." Jon panted knowing he wouldn't be able to go much longer.

"OH God Jon, now OH YES!" Dot's mind and because a bundle of sensations. her eyes locked on Jons' but were unfocused due to the intensity of that she was feeling.

Jon wanted to close his eyes to take in every sensation his body was having but he wanted to watch his wife being satisfied. Unaware of his surrounding he very vocally expressed his feelings. "Fuck me Dot....that feels incredible!"

Dot laughed knowing the kids rooms were far enough away to not hear him but she wanted to see if she could make them anyway. She squeezed her muscles and bent down and nibbled on his collarbone, "Cum in me Jonny, I wanna feel it."

"What's so fun...." Jon's mouth flew open when he felt her tighten around his already eager cock. "Fuck!" his hands pulled her closer so that her chest was touching his. "Dot...I'm..." before he could finish his sentence he filled her with his fluid.

"So warm Jon." She moaned squeezing him tightly to let him get the full effect. Kissing his neck again she wanted him to stay in that altered mindset for a few moments, its so intense and he deserves it.

"Baby, that was incredible." he told her breathlessly as he held her close to him. "How was it for my brown eyed baby?"

She moved her head and looked at him, shock quickly followed by overwhelming love shown in her eyes. "You haven't called me that in what- 10 yrs?"

"It's been a while....you know that you will always be that me right?"
She reluctantly moved and let him slide out of her while cuddling up to his side with her head on his chest. "Tell me again?"

He stroked her hair as he spoke softly. "You will always be my brown eyed baby." he placed a small kiss on the top of her head. "I love you Dot."

"I love you too Jon." Dot wraps herself up in his arms her head rests on his shoulder. "Can we not move for a week?"

"No afraid not." He managed to pull her even closer. "But we can go on vacation for 2 weeks."

"Just us?" She asked hopefully lifting her head and looking at him, her hair sticking to her still wet forehead.

"No I thought the whole family could go." he said simply trying to play around with her.

"Oh ok. That sounds great." The words couldn't hide the disappointment in her voice no matter how hard she tried.

Jon couldn't help but laugh at the tone of her voice. "Baby I was only kidding. I just want us to go. No kids..."

"Really?" Again no hiding the feeling in her voice. This time one of excitement.

"Uh huh....any certain place you have in mind?"
"In your arms thats all I want." She said cuddling down onto his body again.

Jon smiled. "I think I can make that happen. And who knows we may have a beautiful sandy beach just for us."

"Sounds perfect." Dot smiles against his chest.